I keep meaning to blog because there's so much to tell, but to be honest - I'm exhausted. Our family has been hit with a barrage of illnesses - strep throat, fever, ear infection (2x), sinus infection (3x), and pink eye to name the most recent. I'm sure the usual 3rd trimester weariness is playing a part; however, I think the biggest factor is what God has been doing in me. Sometimes, I give in/accept change rather well and, others not so graciously.
This time, I'm really trying to obey but finding it challenging. I had a freak out moment(s) when we found out that the amniotic fluid level dropped from a 7 to a 4.9. If Logan runs out of fluid, he’ll pass away prior to his due date. We had been planning in what little ways we could for a live birth up to this point, so I was devastated. I spent the day panicked. Then, a good friend sent me an email reminding me that no matter what decisions I or the doctor made, that Logan’s life and its timing was in God’s hands.
Since then, God has filled me with a peace that surpasses my circumstances.
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