I can feel it. Yesterday I was fine. I knew Logan's birthday was approaching, but other than not sleeping well, was pretty okay. Today...today I hardly know how I am. I keep forgetting things and am very unfocused. A friend asked me to give her daughter a ride to school for tomorrow and it's taking all my brain power to keep that reminder in my head. I keep reliving this week - one year ago. I started having contractions and back labor on this day last year. I had experienced both previously but for some reason I was in denial. I kept telling myself I couldn't be in labor because I still had a whole month to go.
If you see me this week and ask me how I am, know that you will probably get the response, "I'm fine." I don't know how to answer that any other way right now. Just give me a hug and expect a few tears. That's just where I am.
Logan would be...
Praying for our children
What Sesame Street character am I?
| You Are Bert |
 You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others |
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I wish I had run into you last week. I know you made it through but I'm sure it was hard. I still have something for you. I hope you give yourself a getaway soon. With the auction and life and Logan's bday... you deserve some time. Christian Renewal Center is close.
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